Monday, March 31, 2008
Everytime I think of how happy
she is with other boys,
i'll go crazy..
Especially now it's that asshole,
it's even worse..
they're like so close together,
to a extent that they can
screw each other anytime..
True? False? hahaha..
But i'll just have to bear with
it for now. but things will happen
some day.. and then he'll never
be in the surface of this place again.
wah.. say until like in movie hor??
hahaha.. Well, life's a movie..
And i'm just playing my character given
by Him above..
Labels: go ahead and screw each other.. dont act virgin when you're not.
(11:42 PM)
Now then I realised so many ppl
in church have been helping that
person and her friend out..
Guess I really cant be so calm
anymore..
even all the girls are helping
them out.. fuck them.
Smiling at me on sundays but
doing things to betray me.
Fuck them all.. those that tagged
at her blog.
U guys deserves shit.
Labels: it's time for things to happen...
(6:56 PM)
Why are things so screwed up...
I cant hate the things I want to hate,
Neither can I love the things I want to love..
It's almost impossible to have so many diff
kinda emotions together but seems like
I can do that, which I dont want to.
It's weird cause
There's a hole in my chest,
where my heart used to be..
And someone out there yanked it out,
without even caring that she did it.
Every time, i'll be hoping and waiting to
see her, even though she may not even care..
But after seeing her, I feel so confused...
Should I be hating? Loving? Ignoring?
Just cant seemed to decide what is it i
really want to do..
Things will never go my way..
Guess i just have to live with it,
with all these problems and emotions
I'm bearing, I'll be walking alone..
hahaha..
ah bao's speaking nonsense again..
Being his old usual emo self..
Labels: Why does it feels so painful...
(6:56 PM)
After so many posting of unnecessary things,
guess it's time I really blog something appropriate.
Like My lil sister in church, we both hope that the
person making us unhappy leave asap.
Had a long weekend this week, and so thur i went
to the airport with my cousins to fetch my Ah Yi,
who just came back from Israel... But i dont think
it's quite an exciting place to be, though there's
lotsa history bout Jesus there. Had Popeye again,
and didnt really find it nice le.. still lose to KFC!
After that went to Ah yi hse for the night, and
San jie and I were like playing Wahjong from Viwawa
till 12+am before she decided to sleep. She loves
mahjong a lot.
It's Friday! and guess what? I'm Having Facial today!
was at the office till around 5pm, playing games...
dvds.. blah blah blah.. then I went to the hotel room
to meet the beautiful beautician, who will be doing
facial for my so beautiful face.. zzzzzz
Well, every facial treatment, need to apply lotsa
products, which I dont even have an idea what is it..
but it's painful when the blackheads are being squeezed
outta ur face.. Trimmed my eyebrows too.
Just loveee doing facial.. It's the only kinda relaxation I
will enjoy. HA!
Well, she can go screw around with those guys..
Like xiao mei said, I should learn to forget too.
and I'm doing that now. Wish me success..
Life can only be understood backwards,
But you must believe forward...
Labels: Being alone is also a kind of happiness..
(6:55 PM)