After you left, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

My Immortal - Evanescence
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Why are things so screwed up...
I cant hate the things I want to hate,
Neither can I love the things I want to love..
It's almost impossible to have so many diff
kinda emotions together but seems like
I can do that, which I dont want to.

It's weird cause
There's a hole in my chest,
where my heart used to be..
And someone out there yanked it out,
without even caring that she did it.

Every time, i'll be hoping and waiting to
see her, even though she may not even care..
But after seeing her, I feel so confused...
Should I be hating? Loving? Ignoring?
Just cant seemed to decide what is it i
really want to do..

Things will never go my way..
Guess i just have to live with it,
with all these problems and emotions
I'm bearing, I'll be walking alone..
hahaha..
ah bao's speaking nonsense again..
Being his old usual emo self..

Labels: Why does it feels so painful...

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