Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Why does it seems so hard to make new friends?
Why is it that I feel so connected to people who dont
bother the least bout me?
Why am I trying to love someone who only cares
bout the other person?
Why am i born and created by Him just to suffer
in this world?
Throwing true love aside, why cant I even find
some true friends?
There's tons of WHYs in my life, always..
My life aint as fortunate as others, neither
is it as blessed as others.
It's even hard for me to want to die now
because I'm a God damn christian..
A lot of things are always filling up my mind,
but none of it will have a good outcome.
There are no comedies in my life, for it has
all been filled with tragedies..
Ever since I was a kid, there were no meaning
to live life on.. Until I found something, but
it eventually turned out bad too..
I have been struggling since a kid, but God
doesnt even care. He just want me to keep
suffering and struggling.
Anyone out there mind ending my life for me
now? If one day u too feel like dying, please
take me with you. I'll be grateful.
Labels: The only wish I have.. Is a death wish.
(8:21 PM)