After you left, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

My Immortal - Evanescence
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Labels: Soo happy... only for my bike...

Damn u ppl in lcor..
U know very well what u did..
what u hid from me..
I'll make u ppl pay some day..

Labels: amen

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Have a nice day..

Labels: Amen..

now i realise...
nothing i do, can make things better
Love was the cause of everything,
whether good or bad. But no one knows,
all they see and feel is that everything
i do is just wrong. I thought they were
friends who understand but they seems
to be outsiders, judging by actions
and outer surface... they dont even care
how u feel inside.

nothing is really going well for me
this whole life.. even people younger than
me are having jobs, girlfriends, cars....
They have such a fulfilling life while I
have totally wasted 23 years old my life,
Especially now, when the one that made the
biggest impact in my life is the one that's
making my life worst...

Everyday, u'll hear me saying of dying dying..
I really want to die, because there aint no
more meaning in life.. Ppl around me have
good friends, partners, spouses... and are
either dip or deg holders, if they cant study
here they simply go overseas... it's just like
so simple for them to do it.
Me? I cant even go overseas for a trip if i
want to.. let alone going there for few years.
Just my luck to be born in this family, this
pathetic world.

I really really still feel like dying..
It seems to be the goal of my life everyday..
And though I cant really kill myself, but there
are always other ways. that's why I'm getting
a bike when i can. Ppl always say ride bike
for what.. die faster ah.. well, it's real.
If getting a bike can die faster, why not?
I'll speed all the way and dont check for on-
coming cars... that's easy isnt it? hahaha...

and when i'm dead, i seriously dont want
any fake friends coming to my wake..
If You're not interested in being my friend
when i'm alive, then all the more u can fuck
off when i'm dead. Dont act like u're such
a good friend or whatsoever... I'll definitely
write down a list of names of my fake friends
to my cousin and ask him to make sure nobody
in the list comes.

Guess i'm just like the real ah bao..
who dont have any trust worthy friends..

Labels: Why do i keep forgetting that Ah BaO is meant to be alone...

I still think this video is the most touching one...
So that's why I'm putting it back!
Watch, and reflect....

I'm really grateful to all these flash video makers,
for they are doing the work they have been given..
that is to spread the gospels, and they have done it
with all these flash... great job!

Labels: Can U hear His calling?

Yesterday just bought a t-shirt online
from the website which I took the flash
movie from..

I think it's kinda meaningful and though
it's a bit plain, it still is a wonderful t-shirt.
Hope I ordered the correct size.. zzzzz

Labels: Cause We're all about you...

Nothing much to blog recently,
except for how bad lcor has became..
but dont wish to talk bout it.

managed to find some flash projects
on Christ's love... and would like
to share with everyone of you.
Though it's just a few simple cartoons,
it's really very simple and touching..

On this current flash I'm showing u,
The song, together with the animations..
really can touch u deep in ur heart.
It has touched mine, and so it will touch
yours...

VIDEO DELETED...
because I posted a new one..
hahaha

Please leave ur comments after watching it... thanks

Labels: Amazing love..

She can really live without me
but cant live without that fella..
hahaha...

Labels: what do u think?

was watching a korean movie introduced by my dearest cousin,
and after watching it... I realise how simple it is to love, but how hard
or complicated it is to maintain it through a lifetime.

"The man who doesnt wish the girl he loved to have happiness, is the worst type of man"..
quoted by the actor in the movie.

Guess loving someone too deeply can really turn things to hatred..
but then, the root of all problems.. is because of the word LOVE...
trying to live without it, and i'll try my best to do it..

Labels: are they my friends or foes... I have no idea...