Monday, October 27, 2008
I really hate going to mandai.. Although it's partly
because of Army's field camps, the main reason
is because we go there to see our loved ones
for the last time. If i could, i really like to keep
a part of Rochelle's ashes in a small, cute and nice
bottle... Just the way she was when she was around
with us. But i know that's impossible.. We can all only
keep her in our hearts.
It's been 2 days after Rochelle has been cremated.
We didnt get to keep her long enough because there
wasnt a proper wake for her, u know.. like those 3-5
days wake adults that passed away always had..
The adults in my big family decided not to have it
because the mother couldnt take it, and they want
to shorten her pain as soon as possible.
Spend almost the whole day of saturday settling
her journey, sending her off with what we all could,
with all our tearful hearts. That's the only last thing
we can do for her, and i really did all i could.
Rochelle's such a wonderful name, for this beloved
wonderful little girl.. We love you.
Somehow, a reporter managed to get hold of my blog,
and read about my previous post on Rochelle. I
dunno how they got it, but they posted almost
everything i wrote on Saturday's Chinese newspaper.
I was shocked too when i read it, but well... It was
all for our lovely little girl. Except that my name was
because of Army's field camps, the main reason
is because we go there to see our loved ones
for the last time. If i could, i really like to keep
a part of Rochelle's ashes in a small, cute and nice
bottle... Just the way she was when she was around
with us. But i know that's impossible.. We can all only
keep her in our hearts.
It's been 2 days after Rochelle has been cremated.
We didnt get to keep her long enough because there
wasnt a proper wake for her, u know.. like those 3-5
days wake adults that passed away always had..
The adults in my big family decided not to have it
because the mother couldnt take it, and they want
to shorten her pain as soon as possible.
Spend almost the whole day of saturday settling
her journey, sending her off with what we all could,
with all our tearful hearts. That's the only last thing
we can do for her, and i really did all i could.
Rochelle's such a wonderful name, for this beloved
wonderful little girl.. We love you.
Somehow, a reporter managed to get hold of my blog,
and read about my previous post on Rochelle. I
dunno how they got it, but they posted almost
everything i wrote on Saturday's Chinese newspaper.
I was shocked too when i read it, but well... It was
all for our lovely little girl. Except that my name was
wrote wrong.. It's Ah BaO (Leopard). They wrote Ah BaO
as in some sort of jewellry.. zzz Knowing that so many
people has cared and cried so much for her, loving
her all the while.. I believe she can leave in peace now.
people has cared and cried so much for her, loving
her all the while.. I believe she can leave in peace now.
Goodbye Rochelle.. we love you.
Labels: Nothing can replace you...
(9:56 PM)