After you left, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

My Immortal - Evanescence
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These few days have been peaceful, but there always
will be a small storm that comes and goes... zzzzz
I'm such a foolish thing... I thought that going her
house to accompany her almost 5 days a week will make
her happy and contented. I thought that after my work,
tired and stuff.. she'll understand what i'd done and
stand by my side supporting me.

The more arguments u win, the fewer friends u have..
This sentence is so true, but not only does it implies
to friendship, it does the same for relationships too.
When u always fight and try hard to win an argument
against ur loved one, u are just simply destroying
the love they have, bit by bit... until one day, it just
disappears.

It is hard to say, but we'll never know what may cause
our hearts to change. Expecting the person we loved to be
of the standard that we wan them to be, is causing them
hurt, and sadness without even knowing it. I myself dont
even always know how to handle these problems, that's why
I'm always facing the same problems now and then.
We all just want our face isnt it. I've been learning to
let go of my pride as a man and been giving in to the person
i loved. But when things happens, her pride is always the
first thing that comes first.. I dont even know what place
am i in.

We always expect the person we loved to do things that we
seemed OK in our way, but do we really even want to do things
that are OK in theirs? For example, I dont like my girl to
start shouting and screaming when she's angry.. But do i do
it too? Everyone has their own ways of venting anger...
Girls usually do it the S&S (shouting and screaming) ways,
which is just the best type of venting that will make things
more worse. When girls screams, the super High and Irritating
pitch goes into ur ear drums, and it sounds like it will spoil
anytime. that's the part i hate most. that's why i always cut
the quarrel halfway, and then forget everything... but that doesnt
work for her. she just remembers every little thing.

We've just had another quarrel, and again.. it's just about a
tiny lil matter, which of course, turns big at the end... just
because ppl insist they are right and we are wrong, everything
starts turning more worse... And they dont realise it too. They
just care that U did wrong, and no matter how big they made the
thing into, it's still Your fault. They never know when to give
in, until the day they lose the person they loved...

It's the same for ur parents.. u dont like their nagging and
stuff, but when the day comes and they dont have the chance to
nag anymore, you'll be missing their nagging, their love..

Always treasure what u loved, cause if u dont, then u dont really love it a lot at all. Hope this gets into YOUR head, and all of u who read my blog.. Dont wait for regret to come.. It'll be more painful than saying sorry at first.

I'm sorry.

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