My Immortal - Evanescence ;:+:Bang bang.. ? My Rochelle shot me down ? ...:+:
moonlit

After you left, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

whisper a wish




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My Immortal - Evanescence
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

The origin of my name..

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008


i love eating babies.... x)


It's been quite a while since i blogged, cause have been quite busy doing some things... and u all will be thinking that's bullshit.. it is.. zzzzz

Well, we all spent a lot of time for the YEP, and though there was no response, I'm sure we all gave our best, and He will do the rest isnt it? Maybe they dont respond now, but when they recall our YEP when time pass, they'll start to believe in Him.
Cause we're planting the seeds in their hearts arent we? Good work guys...
Dont be disheartened, although i was a bit disappointed at first. hahahaha

Anyway Christmas eve was a busy one.. With the YEP going on, and ended at around 2100hrs, I and love had to rush over to my ah yi's place for dinner, cause we agreed to go there to so-called celebrate christmas with them. And after that, we went over to michelle's place also for Bbq and some fun.. Was really really damn full then.. HA! After supper we played some games, taught by sophia/mich... called MUTHU & PIG! As in, it's not a game called MUTHU & PIG, but it's 2 different games la. zzzzzz PIGS CAN LEVEL UP, and MUTHU IS TIRING! hahahhaahha Really hope we could play it again.. ^_^

Finally had a lcor movie gathering again last christmas... It's also been a long time since we youths had gathered together for movie or any outings.. But was quite happy that there was one this christmas. and to make things better, the movie was IP MAN! Damn cool, damn awesome..
damn powerful.. My friends, I recommend 100% that u catch this movie, (If you're the action-packed lover type)... Cause most of my friends, even girls loved it.. err.. I dunno whether is it called like or love, but that's how i describe it.. =)

Have just passed my Basic theory test not long ago, and my final theory will be on 280109. Still long way to go before I can get my class 3 license... Maybe around april or may ba.. Then 1-2 months after that, I'll be getting my class 2a, which means I'll be able to ride a BIGGER bike, and a FASTER one! hhahahah.. Then 1-2 months after that,ORD OH!!!! I'LL finally be partially released from the SAF! (excluding the reservist)... zzzzz 2009 is gonna be a great year for me, and IT WILL BE!

My relationship has been doing well, and i hope it will be always. Let not my heart tremble or get distracted, but only exist for 2 reasons.. Him and her...

Bo wei gong liao...
Anything next time then say la. i wan sleep liao leh!! what time liao.. zzzz
Dont be so interested me that u wan to know all about me la.. U can even spend so much time reading this post?? I know you're interested in me, but sorry... I'm TAKEN!
Muahahahahhaha.... But dont worry, we're still friends! Lol... Actually ah, i dunno who i'm talking to, but if you're reading this... then it's you lo. dumb ass.. =)

Good night, and may be monster under ur bed come to u tonight. ^_^







pic taken by jolene, ming drumming..
nice effect...








Monster inc... zzzzz
CHUN LI!!!

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Friday, December 19, 2008

"Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
and wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree

Well heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth
(there'd be)

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list

This is my grown up christmas list

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008



自己的梦
主唱 :曾咏霖
作词:乐声
作曲/编曲:张家良

谁没有梦,谁不曾感动
天空是雨是风,还是绚烂彩虹
你们教我学会从容
时间的钟,纷纷钟在跳动
快乐还有伤痛,我知道你都懂
你们的笑容,融化所有泪水的沉重

拥抱每一个梦
总有颗星会为我闪动
困难再大我都会去碰
相信下一秒会变不同

编织每一个梦
总有些风会为我吹送
前路崎岖我不会放松
你们给的沉重 一直在心中

拥抱每一个梦
总有颗星会为我闪动
困难再大我都会去碰
相信下一秒会变不同

编织每一个梦
总有些风会为我吹送
前路崎岖我不会放松
你们给的沉重 一直在心中

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I dunno why, but i always see lots and lots of non christians, those kind of people celebrating christmas.. why the hell are they even doing that?? Do u ever see christians celebrating Vesak day? Deepavali? Hari raya?? NO FUCK WILL IT EVER HAPPEN!

Then why the hell are those people celebrating christmas? And even for the totally wrong reason?? Really feel like punching them straight in the face.. Who the hell says Christmas is a day for family gathering or shopping season or whatever shit. Christmas is a day that we should thank God for sending his Son down for us!!! And that should be the one and only reason!!!

There are even Christians going to celebrate christmas by going drinking, going clubbing, going all those fuck places doing fuck things. Why the hell do they do that?? They've totally no respect
and love for Him, then why the hell do they sing praise and worship to Him?? This kinda people really deserves a few good beatings from me. But well, God will punish them himself.

When going to cg, people give lots of excuses not to turn up... but when meeting their partners or doing something they love, they can have lots of time to spare and go as early as possible. Why the fuck is this happening? People who grow up or stayed in church for a long time actually doesnt realise they're backsliding all these years! U want help to come back to God then ask for it! Nobody will ever reject helping u to get back.. It's Ur choice and ur responsibility.

This Christmas, U can be happy... But are u happy for the correct reason? Are u celebrating it for some other things?? Nobody knows... But you know there's always somone who knows what you're doing every min every sec. ]

If God is willing to grant me a wish, that wish will be for this earth to be destroyed today. Pitiful humans, when will they ever learn.. Must they really start losing things or people that are precious to them so that they will learn? God knows...

Fuck those non christians who love to misuse Christmas, the holy festival.

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Just read the newspaper in camp, and remembered
that the people LOVEEEE to kill lambs on 8th dec.
I dunno why is it allowed, but there are hundreds and
thousands of lambs being innocently killed every year.
and this is even being DONE and ALLOWED in singapore!!.

Dont give me the lame excuse of religious things and stuff
that allows them to kill those pitiful lambs. What if i tell
u Being a Cannibalism is a religion and will it be allowed in
singapore?? If there's a religion that offer human as
sacrifice or maybe dogs, horses, PANDAS.... Will it
be allowed?? If it's no, then why do they stupidly
allow lambs to be killed??? And they actually want
racial harmony in singapore... zzzzzzz

This act of allowing lambs to be innocently killed
by those people are just racist isnt it??
Think about it people.. and also whether is sg
a racist country or not... zzzz

Pitiful lambs....
And when we christians kept saying and singing,
"Worthy is the lamb", there they are, the people
slaying and killing it.. zzzzz
Christians are all just about saying and not doing
isnt it? I mean if U really believe that
"Worthy is the lamb", shouldnt u be fighting and
helping the lamb to survive??
zzzzzz

This is bullshit!

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Sunday, December 7, 2008

Hi it's Me again!
Well, yesterday was weiwei's birthday and
only his girl, Marie, celebrated with him..
But i think that should be enough for him
though.. hahha.. steak + red and white wine...
HEAVENLY!!! zzzzzzz

But we didnt get a chance to celebrate it for him,
so auntie baozhu cooked a sumptous dinner for us,
and relatives.. we all had over-bloated stomachs,
and still couldnt clear the food. hahaha..
Well, as long as weiwei's happy, everything's ok le.


Today love was still a bit sick so i went to church
alone. There isnt much happening, after church
went for soccer with our people, and dan was
so high about soccer. hahaha... Though we didnt
score much or havent score any against those
uncles, i bet we will achieve it soon!!! Hang on!!
I really love being with my group and hanging
out with them, except for some people who
rather choose to go some inappropriate places
than to hang out with us. Why cant we just
be like last time, gg for movies together...
dinner, having outings... healthy lifestyle isnt it?
But there are always people who just love to
do extraordinary things, and thus go another
direction...

Friends are suppose to help friends!!!! Instead of
asking them to do the right thing, they actually
asked their friends to join them!!! ARE U PEOPLE
BLIND ENOUGH TO FOLLOW SUIT?? WHAT'SWRONG

WITH YOU?? THERE ARE A LOT OF
OTHER KINDS OF FUN AROUND!! BE SMART AND NOT
MIX AROUND WITH WRONG PEOPLE!

If my character is what I was in the past, I'll definitely
smack or slap them to wake them up. But i'm not,
so u people better wake up urselves before u take
ages to realise what you're doing is totally not fruitful!

People are not growing in our church and they're not
even caring about it after realising it.. Some people
have their parents in that church so they must go to
that church because of their freaking parents. Get a life!
You're so old and u still let ur parents pull
u by the nose?? U know u aint doing well spiritually
in Him then U should find out the reason or just move
on to other churches... do u think i really like gg on to
other churches? NO! But after staying in lcor for so
long does it help me at all? NO TOO!!
U dont just get stuck to the church because of ur
parents asking u or forcing u to go. Just explain to
them you're not growing in God in that church..
And if they're stopping u from going, God will punish them.
Because no one can ever stop u from being close to God..
It's all about YOU!!! YOUR OWN BLOODY CHOICE!!!

Guess i've said too much again..
Whether is it helpful or rubbish, decide it urself.
I'm not a freaking counsellor or lawyer, i'm not
good with words. But if you're my close friend, you'll
definitely know how i feel and what i want my friends
to achieve. Good Bye...


















My dog is just real cute... zzzzz

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It's me again.. and this time, there's more nagging
coming.. hahaha But well, you ppl just love to read
what others nag and gossip dont u? ADMIT IT LA!!

Just got back from love's home not long ago, looking after
her for the whole day cause she's sick, with diarrhea,
gastric pain, muscle pain, fever... That's like A LOT OF
DISEASE TOGETHER LA!! zzzzz But she's still hanging
there, with me catering to all her needs.. haha..
Get well soon love! By 0700hours!! I know u cant read this, but

i still want to let everyone know you're in pain, and then
will pray for u. HA!

Christmas is coming, and yet I dont feel any special kind
of happiness or feeling. Not in lcor definitely.. Guess this will
be the last Christmas there.. People whom i know from there
has already moved to other churches, and this time it will
be me.. Why?? Cause this church is just pathetic..
The Traditional way of Preaching, Taking things too seriously,

Some bad company.. Never ever want to try new things.
That's why it's losing more and more people. Nobody can ever
grow there. When I changed from City harvest to Lcor, the
spiritual morale has dropped like almost 70%...
If you're used to be from those rock type of churches, you'll
know that Lcor is really depleting ur morale..
That's why there're getting more and more fakers in church..

I really hate people who post and blog stuff about the world,
those terrorist attacks, economy, whatever shit.. If people
wants to know more about the world, they can just read a kind
of wonderful thing called the 'NEWSPAPER'!!!
I'm 100% sure the newspaper can provide more info than any
other blogger can, and please dont waste ur time reading any
of those in blogs... totally waste of time.
zzzzzz

decide how to live ur life urself...
Dont do anything wrong and blame others in the end..
Even if others are wrong, you are wrong too because you
do the same thing as them instead of helping them.

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Friday, December 5, 2008

After all my encounters with all different sorts of friends, I dont think I'll really take anyone as my buddy or friend so easily now.. Not everyone's worth to be a friend, trust me... I've been through life more than any one of u did.

I have had friends who will turn and stab u just because of money problems..
friends who borrowed money and never returning..
friends who get close to you only when you're rich..
friends who are ur friends only when they are feeling down or lonely..
friends who will just throw u one side when they got a partner..
friends who say they will always help u but well, it's just saying....
friends who gossip about you behind your back, but doesnt dare to say it in front of you..
friends who will just leave u and run away when you're in deep shit.
friends who calls you a friend, but actually thinks you're an idiot.

There's tonnes of different people in this world out here.
People who are self-centered, people who are willing to share..
People who are fucked-up, people who really cares...
You actually thought you had a lot of friends whom you can depend on,
but when things really happens, who's really there for you?

People are never grateful for the help they received when they're
in trouble.. instead, they still prefer those other ppl that can give
them enjoyment, give them fun.. They think that hanging around
with ppl that dont give them much fun is boring.. but that is where
they're wrong. they're still not matured enough to be able to think
for themselves.

You want to be bad, go wrong places, do wrong things... then no one
can help u if u dont wan to change. But what's worse is that you actually
influence and ask people around them to go. that's really the worst kind
of friends.. asking people to do the wrong things with them. but i've
also given up on friends. there's not a single one that i can really count on.
Cause by the simple things that they failed to do for me, i know that they
can never do big things.

well, gg to start work liao..
will continue my 2 cents worth next time...
different topic le ba..
see yaa

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Thursday, December 4, 2008

Completed my blogskin, and had a hard time editing it too.
ahahahaha. well it should be good now ba...
give me ur ratings k!

Rochelle, missing u so much.
when are u gonna come back to me?
It hurts thinking of u everyday....

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Monday, December 1, 2008


Well, went to my friend, xiao wei's birthday
party last nite at Pasir ris at Costa Sands..
She's still the same size after 2-3 years la..
That's what cute about her ba. hahhaha
Anyway she's a lovely lil girl, althought she's
already 21, she only looked 16 to me. zzzzzz
Was glad to be able to see her again, and
talked some rubbish with her together. Haha..

Love and me slept at 4am in the morning!
and we were like have to attend cg in church
at 9am!! 3 hours plus of sleep is like errr...
Amazing? Well, if there are others who can do
that, why cant i? hahahah.. and we were late
for cg lor.. at least we made it! =)



Friendly version of Ah baO

Who's this? zzzzz


Stupid pang



Stupid girl

By Xiao wei..
(Together always)




and i'm like trying very hard to find my
camp pass, which is missing!!! how to
go back camp tml?? Faster hope i find it tml
morning!!! zzzzz ARGHHHHHHHH


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